Living vicariously

Just be happy that I am living at all...

Through no fault of my own (only to be expected, however), I have made a severe mess of things. It may indeed help if I narrowed it down to exactly what I've severely mangled (possibly permanently), but I refuse... to elaborate, that is.

Do you know why almost all companies/stores/businesses undergo the painstaking process of stocktaking?? Well, I don't. Although I do wish I could hire anyone or anything to take stock of the confusion in my head.

Question: What do you hear??

Options:

1. Mostly slow & soft music/songs
2. Mostly loud & ear-thrashing stuff (like heavy metal)
3. Silence, almost always
4. Your thoughts & memories
5. Too much noise surrounding you
6. Other (explain...)

Last question: What do you reckon I hear??