Saturday, December 31, 2005

Bloody Brilliant Bugger!!


Can't believe my ears right now... CANNOT believe it!!
Friend has just told/shared news of the friiend of this friend. And the news is MAJOR! So, this friend of a friend has just been accepted into YALE (yes- the one in the US), and get this- its for a Commercial Law degree. And get this- it's a scholarship!!! And finally- believe this: friend of a friend has refused !!!!!!!???
Can you tell that I'm shocked & dumbfounded??
Obviously, friend of a friend is a Bloody Brilliant Bugger. BUT, friend did also tell/share the reasons for such an inexplicable refusal. Friend of a friend wishes to pursue Islamic studies in Egypt & elsewhere. Friend of a friend also has many responsibilities (won't go into details), AND friend of a friend has just decided to get hitched.
My friends... I wish them all the happiness... and I wish they'd let me take that scholarship instead (except I'm lacking the much needed brilliance & the will to go to the US) *sigh*

This only highlights the absolutely horrendous results that I've had to show to my Dad, who (needless to say) has given up on my ever making anything of myself.

And now for the million dollar question/s: How do those people do it? What is it they have that I don't have?
If it's money, then I'm doomed. If it's determination, then I'm doomed double-time.



***
And on more doom & gloom news- have just realised that I'd completely forgotten about the first anniversary of a dead friend. I hadn't seen said friend for 5 yrs.
Died last year- can't even remember the exact date. Shows to go how self-centered my little world has become & how easily I forget those I once called "friend". *shudders*... I'm scaring myself here.

Ah well- worry not, my friend, you deserve serenity... but is that your destiny?

Friday, December 30, 2005

I've got the baton, now... what next?

So Dazey's handed the baton to me, and the only complaint I have is that I'm actually going to have to use my brain & try to remember some of this stuff from 5/10 years back. Whew! I need me some of those marshmallows....nothing like brain-food to get the ol' wheels chugging along.

Right-o... now, where do I start?


10 Years Ago: My first step into my new home. I was a little 8-yr-old, not a care in the world, and not a care as to where we landed, as long as my parents & sisters were there with me. I can still remember my first impression of New Zealand: FREEZING!! (and it wasn't even winter). Aside from the cold, there was the green. *sigh*... ain't never seen green like NZ green.

5 Years Ago: My first step into my new home. I was a bit older (13-going-on-4), confused, obstinate, not really believeing that I was going to leave all those friends behind and move, yet again, to some unknown ( and frankly, unwanted) place. And I can definitely remember my first impression of the land down under: BLOODY HOT!! And I'm tellin' ya- hot doesn't explain the half of it... 'twas mid-December, temperatures of 40+ degrees C, towards the end of ramadaan, and the highest temperatures I'd EVER experienced (in NZ) was close to 30 degrees. C.

Middle School: In other words, Intermediate (which is what it's called in NZ)... OH-MY-GOD! Those were the days of my stupidity... the peer pressure I succumbed to, the parties (wild- for 12/13 yr olds- & totally inappropriate for me), the weird fashion-phases I went through & have yet to understand, some of the most AMAZING and some of the WORST friends (all of whom I've lost contact with) &, in essence- a time of my life I'm glad is waaaay over, swept under the rug, never to be spoken/ thought of... EVER again (I hope). *shudders*

5 Bands & Artists: Sami Yusuf (good voice), Evanescence & Celine Dion (amazing voices, but I'm trying to get over them), Dawud Wharnsby, Native Dean & a guy with the most serene voice, whose name I don't know, but who sang an arabic song I heard only once, fell in love with & can't find again, though I've searched EVERYwhere... I don't even know what the song was about :(

5 Things I'd do with £100,000,000: Pounds?!? Wow!! That's like double in OZ $$!! So I'm thinking more along the lines of what to do with AU$200 million.
WOWZER!! How about buy an entire (teeny) island as a refuge for Muslims & oppressed people in general?? (Actually, I might need more that a teeny island... and in that case, more that a couple of hundred million).
Failing the island-buying scheme, I'd give about 70% to extended family so that they can have a comfortable, but not lavish, existence, pay off some loans, etc, etc... insist that their kids (all my cousins & what-not... the young'uns) get a decent, authentic education on Islam (preferebly overseas... can't see much decent islamic education happening in BD).
Repay any loans that my parents/ sisters/ grandparents may have (the others can fend for themselves :P). Hmm... what else?
Oh, definitely give like 20 million to YMSA & others like it (in OZ), 20 million to orgs overseas (esp in non-muslim countries).
Heaps towards advancing Islamic educational material + Islamic media (dunno how much... say another 20 million).
Is that 5 things yet??

5 Places I would run away to: NZ (anywhere), Japan, Morocco, Dubai, 1 friend's place (won't metion who).

5 things I like doing: Writing, reading, sketching, cleaning (say nothing people... it can sometimes be very therapeutic... it caaan!!), skating (ice or otherwise), oh and sometimes shopping (but mostly, I hate it).

5 things I will never wear: Blue/ green eyeshadow (unlessI'm at a costume party dressed as a freak)
A pink scarf (detest the look that colour gives me... esp on my head).
Socks with sandals (I think that's a BD thing... me Mum made me when I was a kid... eeewww- I've been traumatised since!)
Skinny jeans/tights (I thought that was done & over-with in the 60s/70s, those hideous things!)
Rings/bars/studs anywhere except my ears (not even my nose, thankyou very much).

5 Movies I like: Gladiator,
LOTR,
To Kill A Mockingbird (yeeees, I did like the black & white film, and I loved the book too),
Home Alone (the forst one only... and although I'm a bit enbarassed to admit this one, I loved the cute little Caulkin with his ingenious & over-the-top ideas... and it's funny!),
and any other movie with meaning + Will smith/ Jim Carey/ Russel Crowe/ Jhonny Depp...

5 People I'd like to meet: The prophet (saw)- that's a given,
'Isa... aka Jesus (as),
Helen Keller,
& my Dad's parents.

5 biggest joys at the moment: No Mum & mostly no Dad to "supervise"/ keep track of my second-to-second activities
No Uni in such horribly humid/hot/inhuman/ugly conditions (and it's only getting worse... ugh!!).
Loads of time to myself,
Food, food, gloooorious foood.
My YMSA girls (and friends)... so enthusiastic!


Weeeell, that's it.
It seems that I have to pass the baton on... and I choose: Dagz & Tea Biscuit.

Monday, December 19, 2005

The A**** Family Traditions??

Just had a little chit-chat session with Snowman & me Mum (have yet to chat to the Anxious Ash- will explain below).

Seems that Ash, youngest khala, BSE & more of extended family sped off to "see"/ meet/ be introduced to Mr. & Mrs. C (mainly Mr. C, seeing as he's our errrmmmm- Bhai? Dula-bhai?? Sounds sooo foreign coming from me). At any rate- they're down right evil, they are... making the poor man believe all sorts of crazy and kooky things. Here's a glimps (from what my Mum told me)...

Actually- let the glimpse wait- shall speak to Ash on the phone then get back to you lot about the "evil" masterminds that my family are proving to be
:D

ok- NOW I wish I were there... I hadn't before, but...
Ok- time to fly to the phone.
Will update soon (possibly tomorrow).

Just one last thing before I log off:
BSE, "A bonny lass"??!!?? Ahem... Snowman quoted you, and I'm just wondering...what the??

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Innocent Eyes

Splash of Life
I miss those days and
I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won't grow old
In a place you won't feel cold


Seems I'm lost in my reflection


For the little girl inside who won't just hide
Don't let me see mistakes and lies
Let me keep my faith and
My innocent eyes

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Sketch Book becomes Saviour from Insanity

Stuck my foot in my big pie hole today... SOOOOOOO embarassing!!
I can be amazingly stupid & clueless at times... sheesh! Argh! Betroot-red doesn't do justice to my face, I tell ya.

Anyway... finally, my baking frenzy has come to an end, with Ash out of the country.
To explain: I baked 3/4 different kinds of cake for Ash to take to BD, so she could feed Snowman & me Mum some actual food. 'Twas somewhat fun, but I wouldn't rush to do that again in a hurry. Ah yes, and Ash leaving (by herself)has caused me Ol' Man to almost cark it! He almost lost it because she didn't take her mobile, and hence we'd have no way of contacting her beyond the boarding gates & after her arrival.
And now, of course, matters have only become worse, since he has nobody but Flynn to exercise his "Parental Instinct" on.
Scrap that GPS tracker, I've been sentenced to incarceration... within the confines of my own home!! Won't be needing tracker or both pairs of Ishi & EMu's eyes, thanks all the same.
Bless my sketch book, without which I would have destroyed half my home... and possibly my psyche along with it.

BUT- Ishi, (Kid-Nid?) Rabz & myself have planned to re-visit school (on Friday, if I remember correctly). Why isn't Emu coming along?? Emu, why aren't you coming along???
Anyway, that should give me some respite from my psychotic, do-nothing days.
Maybe I should cook some more.

I can't believe it- I have so little to do that I'm actually thinking of soiling my hands with housework! *makes a sour face* blrgh... Heeeeelp!!

Oh and how could I forget? Insomnia sems to have me well in its grasp... can't seem to wriggle free.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Ishi & Emu- if you can make it to my place 1st Jan. (Sunday) from about 10:30- 3:00 (or whatever time), then let me know.... having a little party-thing for my girls... nothing huge- just small-time "us-girls" type event.

On other news: Ash & I & Dagz met a suprisingly open-minded, decent, forward thinking, (and perhaps, understandably, a slightly pessimistic) girl/woman today (Fresh Off Bd- lol... just kidding ;)... she wasn't typical F-O-B material... refreshingly different, thankfully). Spent a few odd hours chatting away about topics ranging from the Hijaab to suing to some downright deep issues affecting humanity (especially in BD).


Oh, and just last night, Ash and I spent another few good hours chatting away to a friend of hers (from Uni)- Maryamary- about loads of other things (eg- people going overseas, family, friends, events, life, etc). Last night was more light-hearted banter, compared to tonight's deep discussions...lol. Oh, and some of the things Maryamary said, Ash! LOL!! *rolls on floor*... 'twas goodgood, not just good :D

Ah yes, how could I forget that the night before, Ash's other friend came over to say g'day & probably g'bye before she took herself off to BD? Flynn didn't spend much time chit-chatting that night... 'twas mainly Ash gas-bagging away about Lord only knows what.

Speaking of taking off... yep- Ash is finally leaving day after tomorrow (Tuesday). Yay! Another visit to the airport!! Anyone want to come along??
Actually- sorry- you aren't welcome... y'know it's exclusive visitation rights for Ashes in Avilion
:P

And on some pathetic news: I am still dirt poor & already 19 (but not as poor as Ash, who spent every cent for BD-visit preparation).
At this rate, I'll be an old, frail crone before I can afford that laptop & new mobile & Echo/Rav4/Barina & digital vid. cam. & new printer/scanner & ... oh yes- there's my Uni fees & the money for textbooks & so forth... not as important as the above-mentioned, but perhaps just as necessary

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

To Hell... not back yet

This abomination we call weather down here NEEDS to be mentioned.

Is it just me, or did people feel as though they were wading through foggy-lava?? Even at 5PM, I was walking home and, By George, the heat was trying to literally shove itself into my system!! The HOTTEST day in a DECADE- yes, that's 10 Years for the laymen who don't know.

Sheesh, I may as well have taken a swim through the swamps of HELL (have yet to emerge)... there's NO WAY I can survive this heat.

Bugger me, it's gotta be at least 45 degrees C!!
Anyone for Flynn Filet (that'll be Freshly Fried too!!)??
Well, that's how it is- I'm so cooked, you could eat me!!

And just to reinfrce the idea of a hot, HOT, HOT day, I've typed in red :D.
Aren't I brilliant? :P

PS- And there's the small matter of my turning 19 today, which I would rather not have because I liked being 18... and in a limbo, of sorts. Drat- why did I have to become older??!! :( :S

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Claustrophobia resurfaces

Feeling restless & mildly claustrophibic again.

I need something... anything... to fill up almost every second of my time (and I can only read for about 6hrs continuously, at a time).

So, any ideas??


Oh, and here are a couple of other "Kodak moments" from that day:


The wonderful plant in Ishi's kitchen... who had the brilliant idea of taking a pic of the plant anyway??

I can't believe we ate this stuff... but really- it tasted better than it looks.. seriously!!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Especially for Disaffected College/Uni Students

Dreams are like rainbows. Only idiots chase them.


If you're attractive enough on the outside, people will forgive you for being irritating to the core.

The best leaders inspire by example. When that's not an option, brute intimidation works pretty well, too.




PS: I canNOT believe I've neglected the editing (I can't believe I've forgotten... even with the thousand and 1 reminders on my mobile). Flynn is much Sorryness...please, oh please accept my infinity minus 1 apologies, but I completely forgot! Believe it or not, I actually have so much to do, even though I anticipated a nothin-to-do holiday.

Sunday, November 27, 2005

Doom & Gloom & the Neurologist

Seems to me that my last post sounded a bit doom & gloom. Well, to explain:
I was completely bored off my rockers, thought about calling up random friends and asking what they were up to, and whether they'd like to go... anywhere, actually. As in- OUT. Not at home. Infact, out of my suburb would have been best. I called up Lily, we went places... not too far away, unfortunately- my dad had a tracker, of sorts, attatched to me (called parental instincts). Blast it!

Now, here is a theory that I've formed about myself: I must have yet another Flynnic disease/condition. I can't seem to stay at home for over 24hrs at a time. I get all claustrophobic, kind of funny in the head(ok- funnier in the head)... I drift off into some lala land (I've even been caught staring out my window for hours on end... not blinking... completely lost and absorbed in some world or another). It's a Flynn thing... no explanations for it. Anyone else have that...problem? (Although it's not really a problem for me).

Apparently my doctor was soo, so terribly concerned about the well-being of my brain that she's recommended a visit to a neurologist. So that's my destination come Tuesday.
Let me tell you how it all came about (the fact that my doctor imagines something is so terribly wrong with my brain :S) ...

Mum, before heading off to BD, thought she'd do right by her daughter and ensure that all's well & good with my health before flying off.
There I was, at the doctors... not comfortable at all...insisting that nothing was the matter with me. And since nothing is wrong with me, the doctor- logically- sucks blodd out of me in order to do a blood test. Got the results back, only to be proven correct- there's nothing wrong with my blood. And again- logically- if there's nothing wrong with my blood, then it must be that something is wrong with my brain or my CNS, which is more or less the same thing.
(*You lot had better note the heavy sarcasm*)

So yes, I'm looking forward to discovering the enigma that is Flynn's brain. I wonder if I'll get to keep an image of my brain? That would be waaay awesome! I'd hang it up on my wall- and scare all the annoying brats who dare walk into my den.
:D

One last thing: Check Snowy's blog... you lot MUST!! She's updated- wrote pathetically little, but it's an update- so check & leave comments :D She's having a ball (can't believe it).

Thursday, November 24, 2005

'tis thursday... Flynn is a bit downcast & ermmm... well- VERY lost. In my own little world, where it's all very nice and quiet & simple.

Don't feel like updating. Don't know what I'm typing... errrrrrr... I think that's all I have to say.
Except- I have one last question:
If I call one (or more) of you up...one day, randomly- and ask if you're free to umm... do something. Do you think you'd be able to come?

I need a good book- haven't read a good book since the beginning of Uni (end of HSC)... any suggestions??

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Maybe Thursday??

I will update... I will, iA.

...But maybe on Thursday- I hope.... I think.

Friday, November 18, 2005

Sad News in Happy Times... Oh the Conflict!!

And yet again, Flynn shall write about a dear, dear friend of hers. And yes- this is yet another friend, not the ones I've written about so far.

So- Party... yes, I'm very excited about that, but something has come up that has led to Flynnic confusion.

And this is part of the message that has Flynn all in a tangle:

"shon amar pokkhe party-ta attend korte possible hobena……ami-je kibhabe sorry bolbo bujhte partisina……shudhu ektai karon..." [And said friend gave a very understandable & valid reason]. But it continues...

"...and we only got da news last nite……so ei obostai amar party korata thik hobena……I hope u understand….!!!but I hope u guyz just enjoy……..im sure u willll!!!!!!arekta kotha, ami shopping-e giye maltesers kinsilam yesterday…..oigula ami kuno rokomei howk ishider bashai pouchiye debo….so she can take it 2 da party 2mrw…….thik ase??ar shon, since ami party attend korte partisina, amar behalf-e tui [...] msg diye dish…"

There's more:

"...TC, ami khub really verry sorrryyy ami ashte parbona bole….nahoito ami party miss debo, eita to jiboneo hoinai ar hoitona…..kintu situation-ta dekhe ami na kore dichchi…..achcha taile, shobaike onek onek gudluk….ar hav fun!!!! tc and bhalo thakish……..amar nira apu-ke dekhar otirikto ichcha chilo, but I guess ar holona…..inshaAllah..... ar kobe je dekha hobe ke jane…."

Ah yes, and she left a final request for Flynn to do on her behalf, which I shall... if I can:

"...i know tui aga matha kichui bujhbina, but here it is…." :D

Lol- gee thanks... oh well- even though I won't understand head or tails of what she wanted me to do, I'm glad she trusts me enough to do it for her.

For some reason, this particular friend of mine never fails to leave an indelible impression on me... She is one very unforgettable character!! :D


Addendum: Does anyone else feel slightly nauseated?? And short of breath?? And about as prepared as that uncooked chicken lying in my fridge?? Or is it only Flynn???
God help me- the thing's all WRONG!!

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

days & nights

Argh!
Frustrated, kinda confused, lost...

So what's new??

I've gotta get outta here!! Soooo much to do, dammit!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Don't Tell Me these things on MSN!! I nearly DIED!!

Holy mother of pearl!!!!!!

Can you believe it??!
Who on earth would drop such a HUGE burden on Flynn... and on MSN, no less??????
Well, this friend of mine told me that there's a wedding being planned for, sometime next year... I nearly keeled over!!! Sheesh!!

I CANNOT belive it!!!!! And neither could this friend of mine, but hey, if Allah has planned it thus, then so be it. But Golly!! I'm sooooo EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!


Ok- Flynn is happy, but has been on this computer for too long. HP- please check your gmail... and everyone else, salaams, until I see you all at the Party!!


Can't wait 'til Friday arrives! And Ash- you ARE soooooo nosey, so NOT A WORD!

Monday, November 14, 2005

Temporary goodbyes

Going to the airport in about 30/40 mins, although I wasn't meant to go, but... party-crasher Flynn is going anyway.
I'll be saying temporary goodbyes to Lamzity, Snowy & me Mum. And then, a month or so later, it'll be au revoir to Ash from me :D

And of course, the Party of the year will be temporary goodbyes to the others... PS- it's an exclusive, invited guests only party :P
No- seriously, we want to keep it small and meaningful, not just a day to eat... and well, party.

Speaking of the party... I have sooo much to do! (Food, pressies, memorabilia, etc, etc, et...). At first, I thought I'd be tied up with things, but it looks as though I've managed to squeeze in some extra time... YAY! So more time for Flynn to plan and prepare...

PS Ishi- bring ur digital camera, as ours will be with Snowy & in another country. & remember to bring the "Glitz & Glamour" DVD you made.

Time to get flying! Off to the airport for me :D

Saturday, November 12, 2005

New Beginnings

Party YAY!!

Ok- I'll just reveal the Theme: "NEW BEGINNINGS"
That's the official theme!

And another thing, Flynn has not only been invited, but she has been dubbed Party Planner (but only because I finished my exams before you lot :P)... oh well, I don't look a gift horse in the mouth (and I don't actually understand what that proverb means... but I know I'm using it in the right context...lol).

I think I've lost the plot & gone insane... but I'm sooooo happy to have finished. Can't believe I've finished first yr @ Uni already! I'm getting oooold! :S

Ok- peoples, keep thinking about the party, but ONLY as a motivating factor to do better, DO NOT let it become a distraction.

PS- HEEELP!! How does one go about planning an unforgettable party (for those who are moving on or just plain moving away)?!!??

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Double Strikethrough

Tuesday: Psychology (If I don't even get a Credit in Psych., then what am I doing at Uni??)

Wednesday: Differential Equations (the only exam I've EVER nearly had a panic attack at the end of... yep- it was THAT bad... no WORSE!)

Thursday: Chemistry
(I just want to Pass...pleeeease, oooh, pleeeaaase!)


Friday: Statistics (If any of you read this before 12PM [my time] tomorrow, then please, please, please make some intense du'a for me. I don't know what I'm doing on blogger... I think I've pretty much given up hope...)

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

CONGRATS ASH!!

OH MY GOD!!
ASH GOT INTO MED!!!
CONGRATS, MAD SCIENTIST!
C'mon, you lot, congratulate her, already!
Alhamdulillah!!

Sunday, November 06, 2005

Things

Random things I’d tell you all if I saw you all more often:

Around midnight (note the time, it’s significant), Ash was sifting through her lecture notes, and I was peering over her shoulder for no particular reason. I read in one of them something about the “Blood Brain Barrier”. Now, I know what this is because I studied it in Neuropsych. So I got all excited, and said: “Oh, oh, oh! I know what it is! The Blood Brain Barrier- it’s… in the brain…”
Thus followed a 2 second silence before Nemo collapsed on her bed in an uncontrollable fit of laughter, followed by Snowman & Ash. This was the second “Cher/Clueless-space-cadet” thing I’d said in one night (the other being that 7X4=14). BUT, they hadn’t let me finish my sentence! I was going to continue and say “… it prevents certain drugs/ hormones from affecting parts of the brain, but it doesn’t stop anti-histamines from making you drowsy…” So I’m not stupid… really, I’m NOT!! :P

Speaking of stupid… did anyone know that Aus has it’s own MENSA soc.? I had no idea… just found out when I read about it in the Sun Herald. Oh, and speaking of the Sun Herald… Ishi, who delivers your SMH (Sydney Morning Herald)??
See, every Saturday & Sunday, the poor Newsagent man (whom I used to buy from- gum & lollies & junk in general- back in my school days) delivers it to my place at friggin 5:30 AM!! Is he NUTS?? I don’t read the paper that early! I wouldn’t mind if he delivered it at 5:30 PM… for goodness sake… 5:30 AM is the when I’m going back to sleep, having prayed Fajr. Poor guy, I feel so bad now (for subscribing to SMH for the next, whole, entire year!) So now, every Weekend, at 5:30-ish, as soon as I hear a thud coming from my veranda, I’ll have to try to run outside if I want to thank him.

This is getting too long & none of you will have read up to here, but other events in the life of Flynn:

Aunty & Uncle S. have gone for a temporary visit out of state (with Fuzzy & Squishy), leaving Lombu & Big Man in (our) care.

Tuesday- Psyc; Wednesday- Math; Thursday- Chem.; & FINALLY! Friday- Stat.

Guests were still coming in their flocks on Saturday! The final lot (hopefully) left around 11PM Saturday night. Me poor Mum’s deader than Elvis Presley & I think I’ve grown an aversive, conditioned response to the kitchen & phone (but not my mobile- that I can’t live without!).

Ash is hyped (I suppose Snowy is as well, but she doesn’t show it), as she expects multiple wedding parties to be held during her stay in BD. I refuse to give exact numbers, but suffice to say that she’s going to need a LOT more clothes & gifts (for the newly-weds) if she wants to attend ALL those parties. Strange, but even so, I have no wish- none at all- to go to BD. Hmm…

Lastly: things are happening… ermm- specific things… I’m just wondering how to word them.

Friday, November 04, 2005

Facts of Life

Assalaamu Alaikum... the latest facts of (my) life...

Fact: I hate the kitchen!!
Reason: I spent a good 12+ hours there (and on Eid day, no less). Don't try to dispute that fact of life, Ash... you know it's true. And ther's also the fact that I spent 2/3 hrs the night before (having come back from Uni at 7:10 PM)... in the kitchen!

Fact: I'm going to be killed!
Reason: I spent (wasted) my credit in all of three days... down to $5 now :S

Fact: My eyes are bloodshot.
Reason:Haven't slep more than 8hrs in 2+ days.

Fact: Australia sucks!
Reason: It was waaaay too hot (30+ degree C, and humid beyond belief) on Eid Day, of all days!

Fact: I'm DOOMED!!
Reason: My exams start Tuesday (4 days from now :S)... and I have not done a thing! Lordy, I don't know how I plan on passing my exams... don't ask me what I'm doing on blogger.

Fact: Eid-ul Adha will only be half the fun of Eid-ul Fitr.
Reason: If Ash goes to BD, then there's 3 of them gone (Ash, Mum & Snowman)... and only 3 of us left in Aus. (Nemo, Dad & myself)... and hence, we'll be celebrating half an Eid :( Oh well, it's better than having a lamenting Ash around the house while Mum & Snowy are there having all the fun.

Fact: HP left her handbag at our place last night.
Reason: They (HP & family) were in a rush to get home last night... any ideas how I give it back to you??

Fact: My Mum's heading in my general direction.
Reason: She's checking to see if I'm studying :S

Fact: I've gotta buzz off now... (Wassalaamu alaikum me mateys!)
Reason: I want to live to see another day!

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Cheap Way Out

For all those who've sent me Greeting cards or just greetings in general, and for all those who are out of my reach (ie- a whole country/ ocean or two away), I'm really, really sorry, but I'm afraid I have to take the cheap/ easy way out... and wish you all a generic EID MUBARAK on blogger!

So here it is: HAPPY...



Ok- I loved the pic, so I just HAD to include it :D

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Eid Mubarak (in Advanced)!!

To Ishi: How does it feel to be 19? And don't say no different to being 18... that's no answer. And btw, you must think I'm completely insensitive, but seriously, I just can't relate to your situation, and unfortunately, I'm not good at beng very optimistic & looking at the brighter side of life... so there... that be Flynn's (lame) excuse.


Moving on... had a great (iftar) night with a few friends from Uni (Leila, Raf, Farah, Sureya, Nury)... food was goooood... Leila's Mum can COOK! Folks & family were away on another iftar party, so I figured that Leila could drop me home (read: sho off her new car). She got a bit lazy, as we all did, and we decided to just sit around and talk until about 9PM, but all of a sudden, I got this ominous feeling as my mobile started to vibrate. It was a call from "HOME"...I haven't done anything... have I?? was the first thought going through my head. Nemo or Ash (or both) were on the other end scaring me half to death: "Dad wants you to come home... NOW!!!"

But, but... I could have sworn I SMS-ed them to let them know of my plans.... I'm NOT doing anything illegal!
*sigh*- I will never understand my overprotective Dad... he can't seem to breathe without knowing my exact whereabouts (he'd probably love to attach one of those GPS tracker-thingo's to me... if he could)

Anyway, so Leila was freaked... and blaming herself for getting me into deep waters (seriously, she could hear my sister yelling on the phone... how embarassing! It was just like the time Nemo called up when I was at Ishi's place... remember that, Ishi??) Where was I? Oh yes... Leila.

We all went into her car (except Nuri) since they wanted to drive around for a while, after dropping me off:( ... on the way to my house, we all missed a stop sign... didn't even notice it was there, until we came about 20 meters close to it. I think it was Farah who screamed bloody murder first, followed by Leila & Raf & Sureya & even myself, whilst Leila came to a screeching, rubber-burning halt. She made it... stopping just before the white line, and just as a some woggy sports car flew past us at 100 kmh... had we not stopped, we would have been goners (pancake goners) that night.
We all sat there, Leila about to choke on nothing but thin air, and the rest of us chanting "Oh my god" in shaky voices... lemme recall some of the convo that followed:

Sureya: That was TOO close.
nervous giggles...
Farrah: Oh my god! Oh my GOD! Leila you were gonna KILL us!
S: Farah... shutup! You're scaring her.
Leila: Oh my Freaking God! *almost hyperventilating* Did you guys just see that? Oh my god, I nearly killed you guys! Oh my god, I'm so sorry, I nearly killed you guys!!

notice a lot of repitition... and basically, we were all almost talking at once
& breathing so hard we could brealy speak

Raf: Hey, don't worry, it's cool... this is like an adventure.
L: An adventure? Are you freaking kidding me?? Raafia, what IS wrong with you?! For God's sake, I can't feel my legs!!
Me: Umm... Leila, there're like a thousand cars behind us.
L: I DON'T care!! Guys, I can't feel my legs!! Oh my god, my legs are numb! *Very, VERY close to hyperventilating*
F & S: Leila, it's ok... don't worry about it... we're all fine.
Me: Leila, there's a massive truck behind us...
we hear a huge honking noise that makes us all jump... followed by more synchronous screaming (from us).
Me: OK, ok... just calm down guys *my throat is clogged & dry, I'm feeling dizzy* Leila, we have to get out of here... it's ok, just go. Nothing happened so just GO!
L: Raafia, I have no idea where I am, where the hell am I?
Raf: Relax, I know the way... just turn right here...
Me: No! Don't turn right, just keep going straight.


And so went the convo until we got to my house, where we all breathed a sigh of relief, let out the final nervous laughter/giggles, and I made my shaky way to face the wrath of my FATHER.

What a night! But Alhamdulillah, it's a night I won't be forgetting soo, inshaAllah... and SUbhanallah! What a lesson for us all!

Edit: Ermmm, people... are you being ignored by Ishi or is it just me?? She isn't really one to ignore people... generally. BUT, seeing as I've had no reply to the SMS (or 2) I've sent her & she hasn't been online, and I'm too scared to call her home phone, I'm wondering if, by some unintentional, yet Flynnic (thoughtless) action, I've offended her? Where art thou, oh Brain of all Peaches?? Wherefore art thou S-Brain?? Hmm... perhaps you're being a Brain and actually studying for those exams?

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Short & Sweet

As-salaamu alaikum wr wb.
I promised myself NO blogging in Ramadan, but I can't resist:


has anyone else felt as though Ramadan is just flying away, and there's not time to just sit and really concentrate on some serious 'ibadah?? I'm soo frustrated by Uni... can't wait until my exams are over! Oh and pleeease, oh pleeease pray that I find a job, save up, and am then able to buy my own way to BD... and maybe US & UK & Italy... or maybe I should just wait one more yr... I could go with Nemo after her HSC is done, but I'm guessing I'd have to pay her fare as well :(

Finally, a message for Ash: You should definitely go to BD after your exams... this year!! I mean, think of ALL those parties you're going to miss out on if you don't go! And if you don't go, who's gonna take all the pics for me to brood over??

Take care everyone, my (delayed) Ramadan Mubarak to all... and wassalaamualaikum.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Ishi!! Noooooo... I forgot your about SHOES!!

Ishi, I'm going to MURDER you!!!!!!!! I TOLD you to let me take that photo of your gigantimo-as shoes right then & there!! But nooooooooo!! Miss Stubborn-all-of-a-sudden said "LATER". And what happened later (like I knew it would)?? I forgot, of course... It's such a totally Flynnic thing to do!!

But all blame falls on Ishi- you should have just sat down, and let me give you the queenly treatement... and now I'm so upset... there goes my photo of the shoes :( You watch, you lil Braniac you! I'll not let you live this down (at least not for a while yet)!

Ice skating was fun- I had fun, I know some people (like our Miss Braniac, Ishi) didn't :P We went back to my place to pray/eat (had lunch that Nemo cooked- can't believe she can cook!). Oh, I must mention the two little cuteys that introduced themselves to us. Matthew, a lil kid (about 6/7/8 yrs old) kept trying to show us how to skate the proper way! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Almost immediately, Kid-Nid struck up a looooong convo with him... and thus began a love-ffair on ice...lol- I'm serious, they became like age-old buddies. I'm sure Ishi took photos. I'll see if I can scab off her. The second cutey was his lil brother, Johnathan... he was sooooo adorable, mA (always had the most serious look on his face, and stared at you as though he were analysing your worth... hehe).

Woke up with more agonising muscles on Thursday morning (I really need to get fit!!)... poor Emu, she was worse-off than myself, but Snowman had a BLAST.

Friday night: For, the fun part was seeing people I hadn't seen in aaaaages, meeting the sisters/ cousins of my friends, then seeing all the girls glammed-up. It was good... but to be honest, I had more fun at my place, with all my friends over (mostly Kengalians). Princess slept over, which meant that we (Ash, Dagz, Snoman & yours truly) were up until 2AM... talking! Ishi called around 11PM (and that was a very interesting convo, but I shall not add about what, though). Speaking of the convo with Miss Brainiac... let us know how your new career as a Microcosmist secret agent goes... this is only a trial, you must get better with practice ;D...lol!!

There's more news: I went over to visit Ginni Apu & sisters (who're here from Canberra) at Nira apu's house (which is on another planet)... more talking (and not to mention absolute loads of eating!) I can't type anymore, but before I go...

RAMADAN is almost here! SO close... adn yet I feel sooo underprepared (physically, mentally, etc, etc, etc)... **Please, please, please let this be a good Ramadan... PLEEEAAASSEEE**!!

iA we can get the best out of this Ramadan (you're all welcome to invite yourselves for Iftar at my place, of course... no need to formalise the whole situation :P)

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

For every winner, there are dozens of losers. Odds are, you’re one of them.

Saturday: One of you losers is going to pay big time for the big, ugly, swollen & bluish-purple bruise on my leg. I can’t remember which of you it was, but I do recall that the pain started sometime after we finished that Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee game. So it’s time to fess up: which one of you kicked me (I’ll assume with no ulterior motive)? Whoever it was must have been wearing iron clogs, or those Japanese wooden shoes… or maybe you have rocks for feet??

Speaking of bruising at Cataract, did anyone else wake up the morning after with EXTREMELY painful muscles? Other than my bruise and a few other scratches here and there, we had a good time. Next time, you should come Ishi. Oh, and climbing those steep-as stairs, I think I nearly died halfway there.

I saw the ruler-thingo that showed the water level at the dam… wowser! It’s LOW… very low. I think the reality of the water shortage hit me just then.


Sunday: went to the Stop Victimising Muslims thing… what a disappointing turnout! I think there are more Muslims in Lakemba alone than the number present at Parry Park.

Tomorrow: looking forward to ice skating with friends. Hopefully, I haven’t forgotten how to skate… I think I should expect more bruising… yipes!

Friday: SB, Yupi, Kid-Nid, HP, Yupi’s friend & Miss Doe should be coming over to my place before we head off to that dinner. I still have a hard time believing that Ash actually wants to go!

This weekend: Ginni Apu & them are coming down to Sydney, right?? I should go & visit them… haven’t seen them since before my HSC.

This gives me almost no time to catch up on Uni work!

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

4AM YAY!

Aa my blogger buddies...

How has existence been treating you of late? I, for one, am set to complain about my not-so-fabulous existence.

BSE has finally learnt why Flynn has been dubbed Queen of procrastination. Monday night, the night before my psych report was due, I spent about an hour or so chatting away to BSE (don’t let yourselves be fooled into thinking that it was BSE who initiated the hour-long chat session). Of course, I wasted a few more hours on I can’t remember what. So, it’s no surprise that I pulled an all-nighter to finish the awful report. Ironically, the report was about Attention Capture, yet it failed to capture even an ounce of my attention. Well, the fact of the matter is that it was done, submitted on time (let’s ignore the fact that I was half an hour late for my tutorial). Before I forget, I’d better tell you lot that I wasn’t the only procrastinator. My friend, Bubbles (as she shall be known from now on) was up almost as late me. Then, there was Black Night (another friend), who had the worst time of all- her computer died on her, which led to her panicking, hyperventilating & finally fainting (I’m not making any of this up- I’m not even exaggerating!)- the poor girl had to start all over again (ie- she didn’t sleep at all)! By the time I hit the sacks, the Fajr birds were chirping away. To make matters worse (and I know I’ve complained of this before), Tuesday is Chem Lab day *shudders at the thought*, which means that I was stuck at Uni until 5PM, with just under 2hrs sleep.

Speaking of Uni, the SUMSA AGM was held on Tuesday (yesterday). I was thinking of going home earlier on, but Peach sent an SMS reminding me of the AGM, so I changed my mind (I swear to you, the pizza was not my main incentive :P). Unfortunately, I wasn’t too happy about what went on (at least with the girls). There I was, happily aware of the fact that I hardly know any of the sisters at my Uni, forget the brothers- they’re almost non-existent (meaning, I don’t know of any of them). Anyway, my plan was to vote for the sisters who I knew were capable of being in the Shura. 10 mins before I walked into the lecture room, a coupe of sisters (let’s call them Stickers & Sandals), were umm (*searching for a word other than propagating*)… informing some of the other sisters that (and I quote): “Don’t vote for Jingle Bells [actual name deleted] because she/he isn’t as trustworthy as Brace Yourself [actual name deleted].”
My reply: “But I don’t know either of them, so how can I vote for them?”
Stickers & Sandals: “Well vote for Brace Yourself and Thumbs because we know that they’re “good” Muslims. We need decent people in the Shura.”
My reply: “Think I’ll just stick to voting for the people I know of.”
Stickers & Sandals: “Just make sure you don’t vote for Anonymous, Unknown or Unique [actual names forgotten, thank goodness].”
My reply this time was a blank face- I truly had nothing to say. SubhanAllah, girls, what was that about?! I was so utterly shocked that my mind couldn’t formulate a proper reply. I understand that the sisters (who are very nice girls, and whom I still consider my friends) only wanted the best for SUMSA. However, to say that so and so is a “good Muslim (not that I know their criterion for “good”), but X and Y is not- that’s wrong. Who are you or I to judge the “goodness” of other? And even if we can see from their actions that they’re perhaps not the best choice for the Shura, what right do we have to begin a smear campaign (albeit a small version, but smear campaign nonetheless)?

No one has the right to broadcast the faults of a brother/ sister in that way. I wouldn’t have been so shocked had they stopped at “Vote for Brace Yourself and Thumbs because they’re decent & trustworthy Muslims.” But to continue and say: “Don’t vote for so and so because they have X & Y faults.”

Suffice to say that dark clouds were hanging over my head that day, but I’m planning to speak to Stickers & Sandals as soon as I can, so that I can at least tell them my perspective on this… and not simply complain on blogger. Only, my main problem is that I have a horrible habit of being too blunt- SB would agree.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

SAAAVE MEEE!!

Aa me mateys.
Golly, how long's it been since I last wrote up in my poor, neglected blog?
A month? Two months?? Years????

Actually, I have valid excuses- the main one being Uni (which is what I need saving from). Too many assignments/ quizzes/ tests/ etc has turned me into something of a recluse.... I mean, when was the last time I went to Oporto's??
Well, seeing as I have nothing else of much significance to say, I'd better get back to my Research repot on Attention Capture & Folk et. al.- Contingent Involuntary Orienting Hypothesis, here I come! [Someone please SAVE ME from utter, complete & total INSANITY!!]

PS- last note before I leave... I can't believe I didn't write up about the memorable events of IAW!! Let's just say that it was amazing- especially since it culminated with Jumu'ah prayers outside after which, someone named Anthony announced that he wanted to con/revert to Islam... and so he read the shahada right then and there... all the brothers started hugging him, and the girls were all ecstatic.... in short- I'll never forget that day (I hope...iA).

That's all for now, folks...
W/a & later mates!

Saturday, August 20, 2005

... In the Closet.

I think tissue in parts of my brain are completely dying out... withering away... rotting to non-existance!!

This is what happened today: I woke up bright and early (10 AM), and made myself a cuppa hot coffee for breakkie. Somehow or other, I was distracted, got up, went about my normal Saturday's activities...
A couple of hrs later, I finally recalled my unfinished cup of coffee. Whe I looked on the kitchen table, there was nothing there... no cup and certainly no coffee.
Half an hour after I stopped looking, I opened my closet door to look for clothes, and guess what I found. Yup, that's right- my cup of coffee... in the closet.

I think I'm becoming slightly senile.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

IAW @ USyd

IAW= Islamic Awareness Week (which is next week).

Ishi wrote up a little about the pre-IAW forum, but I don't quite agree with some of the detail, and I would like to add some more. The Reverand was very good, and he obviously has some knowledge about the Quran. When Muslims began to suggest he read up more on the Quran, I completely agreed, but at the same time, I thought: How can we Muslims ask him to acquire knowledge of the Quran, when we are so lazy about doing so ourselves?... and I doubt there are many Muslims out there who have even a superficial idea of what the Bible contains (Flynn included). So I say, unless you're willing to put in the hard yards and gain knowledge of your own deen, don't go around demanding people of other faiths to do so. It borders on hypocrisy, does it not??
This may all be well and good, but there are a few things I am, as yet, very unclear about (concerning Christianity and their "theological" perspectives). The reverand kept repeating that God is Love, and that God is there to serve us, not that we are there to serve God. He made it seem as though submitting to the Creator- whom we believe is worthy of our worship- is somehow not very appealing to the Christians. Is it that Christians believe that they should or need to be served, and by their Creator, Master, Maker, no less?? What can be so repugnant or disgraceful about submitting to the One you clearly believe has every right to ask- even demand- your worship??

The other thing the reverand kept emphasising (which I obviously have problems comprehending) is the fact that in Christianity, God is Love, but that "evidently" this "Divine Love" was missing in Islam- i.e., the God of Islam has no Love, or somehow lacks "Love" (astaghfirullah). There's no need to try to make you see why this is so very wrong a perspective to take. The point is baseless, since the Love that Allah has for his creations is shown through the very fact of our existance.
I could ramble on for eons and millenia about the forum, which I found to be very thought provoking, but I shall stop now.

For the moment, I'm looking forward to IAW, but not with too much enthusiasm and zeal. Someone suggested that I not stand at the Da'wah table as I might be attacked (perhaps not physically), but I thought that was a bit of a ridiculous thing to say. What's a little verbal bashing compared to the sacrifices made and sufferings endured by the Companions? Moreover, how can I help to spread the awareness of Islam if I don't stand at the Dawah table?? Sort of defeats the purpose of the week, does it not?

Right-o, this shall be the end of yet another long and hopefully not so tedious post. I shall keep you all updated (and so, I hope, will Ishi) on the up's, down's, the happenings and the no-happenings of IAW. I request that you all make Du'a for the SUMSA (Syd Uni Muslim Students' Assoc.) members to be able to impart at least a tiny grain of positive Islamic knowledge to the student body in general.

Friday, August 12, 2005

WARNING: Names have been Altered

Problem of the week: How on Earth am I supposed to argue for Liberalism if I can't even grasp the main ideas behind this paradigm! But that's just a "note to self".

Getting down to the facts of the day, or rather the week, I've been up to much ado about nothing, and getting nowhere fast...
First and foremost- I have dropped down to Differential Equations- possibly the best decision I've ever made- and the work is so much better.
Chem. labs, unfortunately are still taking up 3 precious hrs of my life each week. This Sem. it's more fun. Lab B is definitely more, erm... enthusiastic/ lively/ interesting and what have you. Sam (not Sam the Leech, but Sam the girl, my partner Sami) and I had a fun day growing green, potentially harmful trees on filter paper! (It was actualy crystallised dichloromethane). And no- that was not part of the experiment. We also spent 3 hrs inhaling the toxic fumes given off by dichloromethane, which is said to be slightly carcinogenic. According to Sam, every time we have to sign something in Chem lab, it's an indication that we could very well die. A bit of a morbid perspective, if you ask me, but there might just be some truth to it...

That's all I have time for...

Monday, August 08, 2005

Redundant

I suppose since the problem (mentioned in previous post) is fixed, the previous post has become redundant, right? I was thinking of removing it, but... well, something's telling me not to delete it.
Hmm... I wonder how green looks as the new colour for my fonts?

Nah... not Flynn-like at all!

Sunday, August 07, 2005

MY LINKS!!

Can someone please explain to me why my sidebar- the one with all the links- have disappeared to the very bottom of my web page? WHY??

PS- I want it back in its original place! So: HEEEEEELLLLP!!

& The Case Of The Missing Mum

Finally, after Nandos and Bee's bloody foot, when I did get home (only a little bit late) there was nobody waiting outside (whew!). Here's when the "Case of the Missing Mum" began- for me, anyway. Barely 5 minutes after my sister came home, I got a call from Uncle S. who had left 2 messages on our answering machine already. He asked, out of the blue, "Are Afi & Big Man at your house yet?" (Afi and Big Man being our 2 little cousins)
I was left baffled, stumbling over my words... "Erm- uh... In our House? No..."
Eventually, he filled me in on the minor details. Evidently, parents had gone with Aunty S., Fuzzy & Squishy to buy their new car, and instructions were left for Afi & Big Man to walk over to our place. So off I went a-sprinting to look for the lost Afi & BigMan... couldn't find them. Came back home for my mobile, was just about to go sprinting out again, when in they hopped, skipped and ran... (whew! no.2) This is when business of feeding & entertaining the munchkins began.

Next person to come was Dagz (if I remember correctly), followed shortly by me Dad. Meanwhile Uncle S. had called to check that at least 2 of his munchkins were safe and sound- boy, was I glad to be able to give an answer in the positive! Unfortunately, positivity didn't last all that long. By this time, darkness was threatening to take over and hail night-time... yet Aunty S., Mum, Fuzzy & Squishy remained unaccounted for. Dad was beginning to pace back and forth with either cordless or mobile in his hand. They (Mum &co.) were lost... out there... somewhere unfamiliar... with no clue which way led home.

I must have inherited my map-reading skills from someone, and now, I have no doubt that it was me Mum's genes that were handed down to me (as far as map reaing is concerned). In short, to Flynn and her Mum, maps may as well be written in Gaelic, for all we understand from 'em. I, for one, couldn't tell you my left from my right if your life depended on it! So, it's understandable that my Dad was... stressing (to put it mildly) when he found out that Aunty S. and Mum were lost with 2 crawlers in the back.
Don't imagine that me Dad was the only one calling Aunty S every 5 minutes- Uncle S. was probably just as off-his-mind with worry! If it wasn't me Dad giving them left/right instructions, it was me Uncle calling to check if they were home yet.
Around 6:30PM, Dad finally told them to pull up in a corner of a street and wait 'til he came to guide them back home. Off he went, with Dagz to read the signs & street names & maps & so forth (Dagz has a natural talent for map reading). Aunty S. & Mum had somehow managed to end up in unchartered territory... even for my Dad. Yipes!

Meanwhile, Ash called to ask if she could get a ride, since it was really dark, and she needed to get home from Uni. I coudln't help it, I blurted out something like: "Sorry, the car's not here. Mum & Aunty S. are lost!"
She panicked (you all know her fragile heart condition- remember those palpitations of Ash's heart, Emu?). "WHAT?!! What do you mean she's lost?!?!"
So I explained all the details to her, and she calmed down... only a little. On her way over to our house, she met Uncle S. who also decided to come over to our place... just to see how things were going. (By this time, there were plenty of people popping in and out of our place). Uncle S. asked a million questions, Ash asked a million more, the munchinks demanded my attention and Flynn needed three heads and 10 arms to keep up!

7PM: Mum, Aunty S., Fuzzy & Squishy finally got home, also safe and sound (WHEW! no.3) with the story of how they lost their way & and what happend. That's another very long tale, which I have neither time, nor energy to tell. As for today, Saturday... let's just say it was another looooong day with Salsa, Mumta, Smarty, Buri & Zaki (five little kids, who needed constant care & attention)... and Afi who slept over for the night, and might just do so again tonight. The day involved everything from going to the park, petting the neighbourhood (stray??) cat, watching Home Alone 1, to changing diapers, feeding munchkins and trying to maintain a semblance of order in my (trashed) room (which looks as though Cyclone Tracy had a field day in it!) Maybe I should go clean it up?

Oh man, Flynn's arms have never felt so sore and useless... so it's goodnight until sometime in the (near?) future.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Bee's Bleeding Foot...

The weekend barely began and already my eyelids are drooping (someone check if my speech is slurred), there's a strange throbbing in my head, and I could swear that someone attached lead weights to my legs.

If you haven't guessed by now, you should note that this is going to be one heck of a long blog- if time and family permit- so hold on to yer boots, you've been warned! [NB: this post had been 1000+ words, so I had to split it up into 2 posts.Therefore, the "Case of the Missing Mum" has been put up as my Sunday post.]

Back to Friday: There I was sitting comfortably with a friend, relaxing until we headed off to our Psych lecture. Along came Miss Bee (another friend), and plonked her foot in front of us, eliciting a screech from Roofs (friend no.1), and a gasp of shock from Flynn. It was truly horrible- I've never seen a cut so wide and deep, and blood oozing out in all its red glory (eeewww)! While a couple of others around us paled, Roofs and Aally (friend no.3) volunteered to fetch Dettol for our injured Miss Bee. Now, Flynn is always prepared (since she herself is such a clumsy dorkwad... no hand-eye-foot coordination whatsoever!), and well, had a couple of bandaids on her (5, to be exact). Miss Bee needed all 5, and two more from Aally. Anyway, we patched up her foot, sent her off to her tute, made our way to Psych lecture and waited for the hour to fly by so that we could go back to Nandos with the other SUMSA girls. When we did finally show for Nandos, we were shockered once again... there were less than 20 girls there (as opposeed to well over 50 guys)! And they'd catered for well over 100 in total... so lots of leftovers. Anyway, we were a cosy (more pleasant word for small) group- Cosmos & her friend, Tan, Roofs, Dreema, then there was Girl-whos-name-I've-forgotten, a few others coming and going, and myself.

Meanwhile, me Mum'd been jabbing at her (and Dad's) phone to get in touch with me, to no avail. Not that it was my fault, my mobile was on silent! I finally saw the thousand odd "missed calls" on my phone, SMS-ed my Dad to call me at 2PM, so naturally he starts to call at 1PM. The emergency crisis-type situation turned out to be that my little sister had no keys, and thus no access to our house, so I was told to rush home- lecture or no lecture- and get home before her!

After I got home... (see next blog for continuation of looooong story).

Sunday, July 31, 2005

It's been SO long since I've written something up here, but I don't have anything to write now, so I just thought I'd remind Emu to remind me about something I needed reminding about (what was it Emu??).

Oh, and WHERE IS EVERYONE?

Ishi, I think I might actually enjoy GOVT (WP), which is a bit of a surprise. Hmm... I have nothing else to say- this must be one of those rare occassions where I become speechless.

Argh! The mind is blank and Flynn is hungry, so it's salaams and g'bye until I think of something to write about.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Wheel of Life

What comes to mind when I think of how I spent my day?
Read and decipher, if you can...

"The pages of life are turning, burning.
Hurry, the wheels of time are turning!
Can't afford to think, scream, weep,
We've gone too far, delved too deep."

Thursday, July 21, 2005

In Another Wonderland

READ THE PREVIOUS POST FIRST!

A short story, by Flynn (aka N.T.C.):

Breathe in. Breathe out. Slowly. In and out...
She chanted it like a mantra, meditating away the hubbub of the other students on the bus until it became one low, rumbling hum. She had had this migraine for the last six hours, at least.

After waking up at 5 a.m. with the beginnings of hay fever, after finding out about the forgotten maths test next period, after realising that she’d left her CD in her locker, and running back up the stairs to get it, then running back down to catch her almost departed bus back home, Shelley was exhausted. She slowly breathed out a sigh, letting it run down her chin and past her neck, gently rolling over her burdened shoulders, letting her mind gently sway past the thought that her English assignment had gotten soaked to the point of no repair right before it was due. Shelley slugged her backpack off her shoulder and onto her lap, leaning her head on it to ease the pain she felt. The bus rocked none too gently, but it was all she needed to lull her into an exhausted slumber.

The crick in her neck only got worse when she tried to lift her head. “Where am I?” Shelley thought, then as realisation dawned, “Oh no.” Shelley was still on the bus, and she had missed her stop, but not by much. She would have to walk an extra ten minutes, but that was better than having to call home. Hoisting her weathered backpack onto her shoulders, she noticed the big, wet spot it had left on the front of her skirt. Something had leaked in her bag. She sprang from the sandpaper steps, and slowly trudged her way uphill and into the local library- she didn’t need to be home for another couple of hours, so she might as well try to lift her spirits in her place of sanctuary. She stepped inside and immediately felt comforted…

The library was much bigger than she remembered, and so much noisier. She could barely hear herself think above the din, tucked away as she was in her little corner. Her favourite book “Alice in Wonderland” lay open on her lap. She tried hard to block out the all the clamour, but it was hard. A gloved hand tapped on her shoulder. Shelley turned in time to see the most amazing sight. A white rabbit asked her in a rushed voice, “Look at the time. Oh my! I’m late! I’m late!” and he was off before Shelley could attempt to guess what had just occurred. Curiosity took the better of her and Shelley ran after the hasty rabbit, but stopped with a jolt at the sight that met her. No wonder there was so much bustle and noise inside.
As Shelley walked through the Non-fiction section, she heard snippets of Einstein’s lecture on relativity, and Neil Armstrong discuss his experiences on the moon, while at the adult fiction section, Count Dracula constantly shifted from bat to ghostly man. As she tried to pass through, Captain Ahab chased his elusive Moby Dick and nearly drowned her in the process. “Hey! This is dangerous!” Shelley tried to shout, but the sea’s roar was too loud. She quickly swam her way past and sought comfort in the Shakespeare shelf. Once there, she became privy to the prophecy of the three witches from MacBeth, but wanted to see no more, as the acrid stench from their cauldron twined its way into her nose. They turned suddenly, eyes glowing an iridescent green, so frightful that she almost bolted away, but managed to just slip away slowly.

Finally, Shelley made her way back to the children’s fiction section, thinking she would be safe from harm there. Almost instantly, she was pulled into a game of merry-go-round. She gently pulled away, giving her apologies to Cinderella, Humpty-Dumpty, Goldilocks and a variety of other characters. She had almost settled down again in her corner, when the librarian shouted that it was closing time. With a sigh of relief as well as slight disappointment, Shelley prepared to leave the library- she just needed to borrow that one book. “Hello,” she smiled at the librarian, “I’d like to get this book out please.”
“You’d like to do what?” the librarian began to laugh. Shelley thought that perhaps he was laughing at her soaked and dishevelled appearance.
“I’d like to borrow this book, please.” She repeated, gathering as much dignity in her stance as she could manage.
Another librarian appeared behind the counter, “What’s going on here?”
“It wants to borrow a book,” he chuckled.
“Oh dear, don’t laugh. This is a serious problem. Dr. Hayden warned us that sometimes the characters might contract Artificial Intelligence Memory Relapse. Help me get her inside, we need to give her the injection.”
Shelley had no clue as to what they were talking about, but she did start to sweat when they came towards her with something that looked like shackles. While one of them grabbed her arms and the other tried to tie them together, Shelley flailed and tried to kick, “Let go of me, you, you….”
“It’ll all be fine soon Alice.” All too late, Shelley realised who, or rather what, they thought she was.
“I’m not one of your characters! Please! You have to listen- my name is Shelley Hennessey, and I just came to relax for a while in the library. I’m just a regular kid from school. Look- look, my uniform”- Shelley looked down at her clothes. She knew she was wearing a checked navy skirt and a plain white shirt. But what she saw instead was a pale blue summer dress with a white collar.
“Think again girlie.”
“I’m not a character! I’m not Alice! I’m not!”
“Oh yeah- then what’s that on your hand?” The lady pointed to a barcode stamped on the back of both hands. “Come with us now.” They dragged her into the dark room.
“NOOOOOO…”

She jerked her head up despite her aching back and neck. Where was she? Shelley glanced this way and that, looking for the librarians, but there was nobody around. Shelley checked her hands- no barcodes. Whew! She looked down at herself. Shelley had never been so happy to see her stained shirt and wet skirt- she was herself, still the same old short redhead with freckles, braces and a pair of huge glasses. Oh no, her glasses, where were her glasses? She began searching through her bag when the librarian called out that it was closing time.
“Drat,” she cursed quietly, Mum would kill her for losing her glasses again. And as though conjured by though, Shelley’s mum appeared in the library, searching for her no doubt.
“Mum!” Shelley called out, “Thanks for coming, I’ve had a really rough day and the wildest dream…”

THE END
Recognise the story, Emu?
And what say you, the rest of my mateys??

Ashes In Agony

How many of you have been wondering at the absence of Ashes? Yes- most of you, as I had guessed. Well, let me give you the nitty-gritty, sometimes tedious and sometimes gross details of Ash in agony.

I can't quite remember how long ago it started... maybe 3/4 days ago?? Well anyway- let's say 3/4 days ago- Ash awoke complaining of a sore stomach. No biggie, right? Many things can cause a mild stomach ache. However, it soon became evident that this was not just a "mild" ache...
After a few hours of sitting/ lying around, Ash made a mad dash into the bathroom and up-chucked the contents of her shomach. Poor thing was retching violently for what seemed to me like forever (it was maybe 2 mins. in total). Anyway, so there I was, being shouted at to "Bring a glass of water!", and trying not to retch myself. Lordy, the worst thing when someone else is being sick is that I can't go to help them because I feel ill myself. Well anyway, I braved it, and fetched the much needed glass of water... all the while swallowing and trying not to hear the retching.

We all thought it was a one-off thing, but boy were we wrong. That night (or perhaps it was the night after), matters became much worse, when Ash apparently vomited blood- I don't know how much of that is true, I wasn't there to see it. So, the next morning, she was bundled up and rushed off to the doctors the next morning... only to come back with no medication. And the doctor's verdict? It's only a viral infection of some kind (note the sarcasm), and if it doesn't get better within the week, then she would be prescribed medication.
Meanwhile, Mum is trying to feed her & fatten 'er up, so that her hollowed cheeks and eyes can take on some flesh and semblance of life. Ash being Ash, is a very light & extremely picky eater, who can smell the difference between chicken cooked with chilli and chicken cooked without. So, she resists and definitely avoids eating (and even drinking) as much as possible.

What a predicament! How can one expect to get better with no food or water in their system?? She's already lost quite a lot of weight, but if this continues, I wonder if anything will remain of her. And Ash calls herself a scientist! She should know the benefits of food and water!!

This, mateys, is my perspective on Ash's debilitating condition... Lord only knows what she has to say about it.

Friday, July 15, 2005

The Reunion & the Royal Mail

Thursday was the day... that day- the day I'd been waiting for. I don't know what happened- perhaps it was too much exictement?- but I slept in. Oops. Being late for a hang-out with a few mates is no biggie... normally, but considering that I had to catch one of Howard's unreliable trains and almost 2 hrs. to get where I wanted to go... well, then it's clearly a problem. Not to worry, though- I made it... late. Now, you may be wondering- what exactly have I made it to?

...The Reunion of course!
Just under 20 girls dragged themselves from whatever corner of Sydney, to Rab'z place with food, gifts and expectations of the time of our lives. I walked in, and straight away saw before me a display of colours, makeup and jewellery... well, what did I expect? Where there's a gathering of girls, there's a gathering of all forms of clothes, hair, makeup... you name it- they had it. Poor Ifafa Apu wasn't expecting a display of their peacock feathers, so it may have been a slight shock for her, but I came well shielded- after all, these were the friends I'd spent a good part of my developing period with. However, I did discover that I have a new-found phobia: CONTACTS. That one comes after my phobia of bees and pink. I shudder wehn I recall the pain with which poor Princess was attempting to lodge foreign material into her eyes. I blame Ishi for starting this craze- I could handle a first glance at her new grey eyes, but she sure did scare me with her big-eyed stares. The results were stunning, of course... beauty queens left, right and centre.
In any case, by the time all hair and makeup was done up to satisfaction, stomachs were rumbling. So, without further ado, lunch was served. Mmmm... Nihari and Biryani
and loads of food... it was nothing short of food mania!
Time was running away from us, so we moved onto the main events of the day. We played a couple of games- Princess went home with a little gift, and our gracious host got lucky as well. Everyone else was satisfied with the "thankyou for coming" gifts. Personally, I learnt a few surprising little tidbits about these friends of mine. Apparently, Rabz has a secret obsession (well, it was secret)... barbie dolls! Did I hear correctly? Did she really confess to having an obsession with barbies? And a newish friend of mine apparently once gave a speech on toes. What the??!! Help me out here, girls... what else did we learn about our friends??

It was great catching up with Nahid. Lordy, that girl hasn't changed a bit (thankfully)! Do you know what was the funniest? Her convo. with M. Apu on the phone. HAHAHA! Obviously M. Apu was feeling left out and saddened because she hadnt come to the reunion, so she called up to chat with a few of us. Straight away they became ol' bumchums, though they'd never actually met face-to-face. How about you recall the very interesting convo for us, M. Apu?
What else happened? Oh yeah... the video. We took like 3hrs worth of footage during our last week or so at school, and Ishi cut it down to about 15 mins of hularity and embarassment and nostalgic moments. Then there was the little play-acting thing... the funiest was the "Hidden Romance" scene- all about the inseperable Upi & Ship. Oh, and how could I forget our Victorian-age royalty, Emu... and Anika- the very epitome of Bangali bimbo-ness.
What, oh what, would I have done without these friends of mine??
Well, the day ended nicely with a "horror"movie- The Ring 2. Let me tell you- these girls would be scared by a cute little kitty if it bared its claws. The movie was so not scary that I nearly fell asleep- it was morelike a nice little bedtime story. Ishi, Ifafa Apu, Emu and Princess were huddled together up in front, rabz , Hasnat and her Mum sat on one side, I was on another and Upi, Omi and Nahid were seated on the sofa at the back. It was during this one scene (do you remember which Ishi?) that the three girls sitting on the sofa screamed bloody murder... in sync. Lordy what a racket. And Hasnat- the cutey of the day- saw his opportunity to blab... the movie became even more tedious as Hasnat had already told everyone what was goign to happen (even though Rabz was practically stuffing her fist into his mouth). He's such a cutey!

So, having finished the movie (of which only the last scene was any good), Princess, Ifafa Apu, Emu & I realised that we were the only ones left. Hauling our behinds off those comfy seats, we made our way to Emu's place, where Princess, Ifafa Pu and I were to spend the night. All four of us were drained, totally... yet we managed to stay up late. Ifafa Apu was first to go, followed by princess, who was planning to leave at the godforsaken hour of 8:00 AM or thereabouts. I finally dropped off at 3AM, and I don't think Emu slept at all. What a night...

Anyway, the next day, Ifafa Apu and I were homeward bound (with Ishi tagging along) at 12-ish (PM), having devoured more yummy food, chatting, and waiting for Ishi's arrival. A very exhausted and haggard Flynn reached homeat 2PM, only to find a nice little surprise waiting for her...
Royal Mail! That's what it has stamped on the front. And what, you may ask, is this royal mail?It was our invitation to Mr&Mrs. C's wedding (Mrs. C is my cousing, so I suppose I shall have to start calling Mr. C dulabhai or sum such foreign title, right?) Oh, and to my surprise, the "C" in Mr. and Mrs. C represents the same last name as mine- spelt exactly the same way... I was a bit surprised. Flynn would love to go, but their country of residence is the one and only Ice Palace Land, and the timing is not good for me- smack bang in the middle of Uni season. (*sigh*) There's bound to be a lot of hype... if only I could have been there. PS- I expect some photos, Mad Cow.

Here I shall end... my fingers hurt from the typing... and good luck to you all- this is perhaps the longest of my posts.

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Episode 2

Have I ever mentioned how much I hate shopping? I'm sure that Ifafa Apu would agree with me that shopping has to be the worst way to pass time! Argh! The head aches, the legs feel weak from so much walking and eyes begin to sting while vision gradually deteriorates. Eventually, the colours just mesh into one very psychadelic and very 60's/70's scene before my eyes. Righto, time to explain my aversion to the dreaded shopping.

Episode two of the Tale of Two Cities began on Sunday, when I, along with the rest of my family, headed down to the region of the Emus residing on the Plains. Princess was expecting a full house, and we were one of the first to arrive, bright and early. Well, anyway, to cut a long story short- we ate a royal feast for lunch (provided by the Princess herself), chitchat for a while until it was time to leave. Meanwhile, we dragged Ifafa Apu along with us, and brought her down to our city. (I have just thought of an interesting name for her..."She of the perfect teeth"- lol... what do you reckon, my mateys?).

The plan was that a bunch of us would meet up for lunch, since we hadn't seen each other in a long time... but circumtances and fate were against us, so lunch was cancelled. Poor Ash, she tried so hard to make it work. Well, with lunch out of the way, Ifafa Apu and I found ourselves with time enough on our hands to do some shopping (not for fun, mind you... it was all necessary business). Down we went with our list and our budget and our time limit (2hrs wasn't it?). Boy, oh boy... who knew shopping for a few measly items for a few little kids could take so much time and drain us of so much energy? But- we set out with a goal, and accomplish it we did. Thank god for that... I can't imagine going shopping again!

I don't want to give you all the impression that I had it tough. Poor Ifafa Apu was worse off. Apparently, she had to go home... before dark. No matter how much we tried, she was a stubborn little thing, and refused to remain a night longer (with the feeble excuse that she had to work... or was it a dental appointment?). Stubborn or not, we shall kidnap you soon enough... only this time, your sisters shall be kidnapped with you!

Right after she left, I began to feel lightheaded and slightly disoriented... signs of another clod/ flu/ viral infection. If you're thinking "uh-oh", you'd be thinking along the right lines. Tomorrow is to be a busy, and undoubtedly fun-filled day, what with the reunion and the staying over at Emu's. Now, Emu herself is sick... so I reckon we won't make a bad pair, the two of us... we shall just have to put her poor Mum through the torture of two sick brats.
My illness becomes more and more cumbersome... when I think about the tiring work ahead of me on Saturday, I fear that I might ot survive the onslaught of people. My main concern, at the moment, is not my fever nor my sore throat, but that I might have to take pills. Ugh! Medication... down my throat... someone save me from the horror!

Friday, July 08, 2005

History Must not Remain a Mystery!

'Tis a shame that I could not have lived throgh the past century, as a simple Watcher- absorbing the sights, the human follies, foibles and fantastic achievements... and yes, I would be willing to bear witness to the death, desecration and madness as well. You may all call it another one of Flynn's fantasies... you would be right in doing so.

I cannot explain what has brought on this need for me make tangible part of the history of humanity- the part that I have within my reach. That is, I have an idea. Actually, I've had this idea for a long time, but events have deemed it almost impossible for me to play with and pick at this idea of mine. What, you all ask, is this brilliant idea of mine?? Now, bevore I digress and divulge, let me ask you all to ponder upon certain points.

Is it not a part of human nature for us all to find somewhere- that unique niche- where we all "fit in", where we belong (to use the cliche terms)? And what is the most important factor that influences, or rather, moulds this niche? It is, of course, our family. Would you not agree that we should all, at the very least, be aware of our roots, our ancestry?
To be sure, it is unlike Flynn to be thinking of roots and niches and fitting in. Normally Flynn is too absorbed in... well- other things. However, one thing Flynn loves to do is write (well, that and talk). As for this brilliant idea of mine- it is this:

I would like to attempt to write down the history of my family... that is- not just my siblings and my parents, but beyond that. I would like to write, using pen and paper (or Microsoft Word), the antics of my Mum's and Dad's siblings, and their families- who they were/are, what they were/are like (from my parents' perspectives, of course), what they have/ had done and everything in between. I tell you, this is no simple matter, especially since my Mum's family alone consists of a total of 8 siblings (not including her), my Dad's family is a mystery to me- for the most part; and I have not seen most of my relatives for ten years (or maybe more).

However, this project of mine is bound to be rife with problems. My first and most cumbersome problem... my parents refuse to co-operate.
So... how to jump over this impossibly high hurdle??